Rut #5- Brooke Holt

So I have like 5 different tunes in my head as I'm writing this, so this might be more of a rhyme than a song. I'm thinking of a Carly Ray Jepson pop tune and current events in my life as I wrote this... it'll be obvious what inspired me. So.... ya! Enjoy!

You look at me with admiring eyes,

I can tell you are in for a big surprise.

How to tell my one time crush,

The boy that used to make me blush...

Oh, that awkward pause,

I hope you see my flaws

And hate my stupid guts

Or think I’m totally nuts.

I say things that are just so cliché,

But really I know you will never be my fiancé.

Like me and you must go our separate ways,

How I wish I was anywhere but the U.S. of A.

Oh, that awkward pause,

I hope you see my flaws

And hate my stupid guts

Or think I’m totally nuts.

I wouldn’t blame you if you accused me of foul play

As you think about our dates and let it all replay.

Someday I will carry a white bouquet,

But for now the only color I see is grey.

Oh, that awkward pause,

I hope you see my flaws

And hate my stupid guts

Or think I’m totally nuts.